everything i wanted to look like...
everything i wanted to do...
everything i have been told...
everything that you know...
everything i feel...
everypain i feel ...
everypain you feel.
                  we feel.
i dont know you...
i dont know why...
i dont know how i did it...
                    but i did it...
i am sorry, sincerely, but it will never matter
i've only seen you in dreams
even before i knew you existed
         and i wish i hadnt
dear lord, i wish i hadnt
because you ruined me
  completely ruined me
  completely tore me apart
                     tore me from the inside out
now where am i now?
   can you guess now?
      do you know now?
i'm excactly where you want me
       in pain
       in tears
       in love
and in fears
     i care about who you are
but i dont know who you are
and it makes no sense..
i dont hate you, i only hate what happened
and in my head i forgave you,
                   and i forgave you too...
but i still cant bear to know you exist
just the same way you cant bear me
he said he's free...
                          and one day i hope to be

Lyrics - That Whole Time

you'll never see this, so i dont care to show the world

and even if you did see it, you know its true 

f*ck you

what's come over you? why do you sound like that...
i'd never yell at you, and i cant fight back...
for once, giving up was the right think to do
and sooner than i thought, i was already over you
i've got it all figured out and now for life i'm set
you call yourself "a man" but you're lost and all you have left now is regret

that you will never make me cry again
you will never see me smile again
you'll never look in my eyes again
and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time
i just wanted to cry that whole time
and i know that you lied that whole time
i just wanted to cry that whole time

it was just a white lie...

its been 2 weeks and not a single word...
and not from you, but of you i've heard...
for once without the hope in my head, i should have pulled through
i was the one who should have left, not you
you know you hurt me and now you cant bare to see my face
just like when you dissappeared without a trace
(but that doesnt matter now...)

that you will never make me cry again

you will never see me smile again

you'll never look in my eyes again

and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

and i know that you lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

was it just a lie?

it was perfection,
just me and you..
just us two...
we'll always be together
until you change your mind again
then its simple, then
forever turns into never

and now you know what i mean
i tried to give you love and everything in between
now look what you've done
you've thrown it all away and now all you've got are regrets...

you will never make me cry again

you will never see me smile again

you'll never look in my eyes again

and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

and i know that you lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

that "i love you" was a lie...

you will never make me cry again

wipe a tear from my eye again

you will never get the chance to lie again

or scream and fight again

you'll never make me smile again

you'll never make me sigh again

never make me feel shy again

and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

and i know that you lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

that "i love you" was a lie...

(and you'll always miss me)