Minun onni on teidän käsissänne (singing)

i wrote this song in 2010, the lyrics are on this blog... curious to how it sounds? click play :)

Lyrics - Square

i've always been small and i'll always be odd, i'll forever be yours but i'll always be flawed just look in my eyes, and tell me you're bewildered and we can be together until we both rot
i don't mind if you don't mind, because we're both wierd and that's alright and you understand and you feel the same, and that makes me happy in every which way  i don't care that i'm a square, as long as you love all four corners of me, and as long as you let me stay that way, i can be all that you want to be
when we walk around together it feels just so right even though i kinda look 12 and you look kinda 25 its just so funny, since i'm actually older and a life without you, i couldn't ever bare the site
'cause i don't mind, we both don't mind, because we're both wierd and that's alright and you understand and you feel the same, and that makes me happy in every which way so i don't care when people stare, because you love all four corners of me, and since i know it'll always be that way, i can be all that you want to be
the first time i saw you, i knew you were the one hair flowing everywhere, your face in the sun, i remember the first time you held my hand i still can't believe that you are mine, but that's okay, huh?
since i don't mind and you don't mind, because we're both wierd and that's alright 'cause you understand and you feel the same, and that makes me happy in every which way so, i don't care that i'm a square, as long as you love all four corners of me, and as long as you let me stay that way, i can be all that you want to be you know i like coconuts, say soda instead of pop that carrots make me hyper and that milk makes me throw up i like to eat frozen pie crust and look up your nostrils and that i hate when you tickle me and always tell you to stop
i know you like red and that thing where i sing, and i know that you like when i write you these things you like the smell of paint and you let me do your toenails can you believe we started as some kind of rebound summer fling?
but who cares!
 i don't mind and you don't mind, because we're both wierd and that's totally alright it's been over 3 years and you still feel the same, and i've heard that's equivalent to forever, these days! i don't care that i'm a square, as long as you love all four corners of me, and as long as you let me stay that way, i can be all that you want to be ♥

Lyrics - That's What Friends Are For

remember back in the day, in the day we were friendsremember when we were gonna last to the endi thought you were different, but you're really the sameyou're just like everyone else, but you know, who's to blame?we did everything together, that was all a mistakeand i was living in a life, that was all yours to takeand we hated those girls that were always so sleezyyet nobody like you until they found out you were easy...
behold, betray!i'll make it through another daylies will lather, from heart to mindand i still think about it all the time.
i was doing some homework when you crossed my mindi was writing with the pencil that i use all the timei remember when i found, and you were thereyou weren't telling me the things that i needed to heari didn't know your secrets, but i knew it was youyou know i wasn't stupid, i knew what you were gonna do i just wanted to break away, to trust myselfand just believe it wasn't true...
behold, betray!i'll make it through another daylies will lather, from heart to mind,and i still think about it all the time.replay, repay!i didn't want it any other waybut deception's a cut in the sore,but you know, that's what friends are for.
remember back in the day, in the day we were friendsremember when we were gonna last to the endi hung out with the people they say nobody likedintroduced to them and then our lives were alivejust think how close we could be, how far we could getbut then it all changed i just couldn't believe it..
[ y o u  n e v e r  r e a l l y  k n e w  h o w  i  f e l t ]
i knew...all of those things you said about me.i know...every single word you said.i knew...what you did to me back thenand i know..that you lied straight to my face,like i was someone who didn't knowjust how you are!
behold, betray!i'll make it through another daylies will lather, from heart to mind,and i still think about it all the time.replay, repay!i didn't want it any other waybut deception's a cut in the sore,but you know, that's what friends are for.[x2]

we hated those girls that were always so sleezyyet nobody like you until they found out you were easy...

Lyrics - It's Up To You

Staring up at the sky
remembering every night i spent with you
staring up at the skye
remembering every time away from you

do you want (do you want)
to say
do you want (do you want)
me to stay

its up to you.


Staring up at the sky
remembering all the shymes i wrote for you
staring up at the sky
remembering every time i cried over you
when i just wanted you to listen
but you never had the time
you told me to wait and i waited
for you to prove i'm not wasting my time

do you want (do you want)
me to stay
r'do you want
me to go a-way?

Its up to you
to make the change
i'v been wondering
all this way
you say you love me
or say i'm a whore
and i cant take it anymore!

so it's up to you.

Staring up at the sky
remembering every night i spent with you
staring up at the sky
remembering every time away from you

you should want (should want)
me here
you shouldnt ever want me
to fear
and you know (you know)
i'm the one
and you know how this all begun...

it's up to you
to make the change
i've been wandering
all this way
you say you love me
or leave me alone
even thought you know my heart
is your home

but it's up to you...

Lyrics - If I Ever Left

written during the maryrose drama era of this summer...stuff happened...this is how i felt.


If i ever left, what would you say?
would you regret always pushing me away
would you stop girls from coming after you
maybe sometimes do what i want you to

maybe this wouldnt be oh-so smart of me
just be who you wanna be, but dont run from me
no matter what i will always love you,
and i hope that you feel the same...

if i really left, what would you say?
would you regret ditching me all of those days
would you regret not letting me talk to you
and telling me shut up like you always do

maybe this wouldnt be oh-so smart of me

just be who you wanna be, but dont run from me

no matter what i will always love you,

and i hope that you feel the same...

someday when we get married
maybe one day when you're not so scary
we can be happy just me and you in our house with all our wonderful things~

you know i'll never leave but what would you say?
would you promise to love me till the end of our days
n' take all the adoration i have for you
put together the words "i was made for you"

maybe this wouldnt be oh-so smart of me

just be who you wanna be, but dont run from me

no matter what i will always love you,

and i hope that you feel the same...

and you feel the same.

Lyrics - Don't Want To

i don't want to lie

i don't want to cry

i don't want you to stay away

i want to lay

i want to say

that i just want you to be mine

come with me and forget the past
sweep it behind you like shattered glass
i'm here to save you, i'll give you love
something real, and you'll never get enough

i'll say it more than once,
i'll say it till our bodies' dust
when you're with me, there's none to fear
you'll be so much better with me here

i don't want to lie
i don't want to cry
i don't want you to stay away
i want to lay
i want to say
that i just want you to be mine

carefully calculating
my every word and breath i'm taking
please dont leave me,
its not worth the pain
i want you, i long for you
i'd cry for you, die for you
so hear every word i say
the drop off is only a step away...

i don't want to lie

i don't want to cry

i don't want you to stay away

i want to lay

i want to say

that i just want you to be mine

i don't want to die

i don't want to try

i don't want to only make you stay,

and i want to be the one

to take your breath away

assure me that you're mine~

i just want you to be mine...♥

Lyrics - Don't Want To

i don't want to lie
i don't want to cry
i don't want you to stay away
i want to lay
i want to say
that i just want you to be mine

come with me and forget the past
sweep it behind you like shattered glas
i'm here to save you, i'll give you love
something real, and you'll never have enough

i'll say it more than once,
i'll say it till my body's dust
when you're with me, there's none to fear
you'll be so much better, with me here

i don't want to lie
i don't want to cry
i don't want you to stay away
i want to lay
i want to say
that i just want you to be mine

carefully calculating
my every word and breath i'm taking
please don't leave me,
it's not worth the pain
i want you, i long for you
i'd cry for you, die for you
so hear every word i say
the drop off is only a step away..

i don't want to lie
i don't want to cry
i don't want you to stay away
i want to lay
i want to say
that i just want you to be mine

i don't want to die
i don't want to try
i don't want to only make you stay,
i want to be the one
to take your breath away
assure me that you're mine

i just want you to be mine..

Lyrics - Little Devil Girl

wrote this about a month ago and forgot to publish xD will ya look at that!

haha well here it goes. about an old friend. r.i.p. friendship. you sure had me fooled.

[prelude]
whats wrong? are you okay? ...who hurt you? i'm so sorry...what's your name? oh, that's pretty... well tell me if you need anything, okay? i'll always be here for you. don't cry, no one's worth your tears...

[verse 1]

Oh, little devil girl please dry your tears

no one's worth all this trouble, not even fears

Poor little devil girl, just come to me,

i'll help you through everything, if you need me be

Hey little devil girl, now just who are you?
you're young but you can't be trained, no- not to be true..

[bridge]
Every little lie (every little lie)
Now i just despise (now i just despise)
you're every word (your every word)
oh, you havent heard?

[verse 2]
There's a little devil girl, she roams through the webs
once you're caught she tries to keep you -within her threads
That little devil girl, oh she no good
so stay away from her, i really think you should
'cause that little devil girl, she knows what to do
she'll say how much she loves you, then try to ruin you..

[bridge]
Every little cry (every little cry)
Now i just despise (now i just despise)
but what is it to you?
you arent worth what you put me through

[verse 3]
Hey little devil girl, where did you come from?
she goes around taking lives, just as fast as they come
Hey little devil girl, why'd you go after me?
i was the only one there for you, why would you do this to me?
and little devil girl, you want to tear me apart?
maybe you'll learn lesson after i break your vicious little heart

[prelude]

whats wrong? are you okay? ...who hurt you? i'm so sorry...what's your name? oh, that's pretty... well tell me if you need anything, okay? i'll always be here for you. don't cry, no one's worth your tears...

[verse 1]

Oh, little devil girl please dry your tears

no one's worth all this trouble, not even fears

Poor little devil girl, just come to me,

i'll help you through everything, if you need me be

Hey little devil girl, now just who are you?

you're young but you can't be trained, no- not to be true..

[bridge]

Every little lie (every little lie)

Now i just despise (now i just despise)

you're every word (your every word)

oh, you havent heard?

the whispers, the wimpers, the cries and the lies...

the deciet, the poison, the time that she cries...

the reasons, the pleading, the begging on and on,

when will you realize, i just want you gone?

[verse 3]

[bridge]

the whispers, the wimpers, the cries and the lies...

the deciet, the poison, the time that she cries...

the reasons, the pleading, the begging on and on,

when will you realize, i just want you gone?

the whispers, the wimpers, the cries and the lies...

(a-gain, don't come to me de-vil girl)

the deciet, the poison, the time that she cries...

(i'm not here for-you, no more de-vil girl)

the reasons, the pleading, the begging on and on,

(just stop this please little de-vil girl)

when will you realize, i just want you gone?

i just want you gone..

Lyrics - 900 PIECES

i once met a boy who broke a girls heart
and a girl who could never win
he's got 900 pieces left to mend
and he doesnt know where to begin
you could start the top and end at the bottom
or go from right to left
start at any direction, just go ahead
but please, don't leave her bereft

i talked to the girl and know how she feels
she's hurt and cant help herself
she doesnt want to lose him and worries sick
but doesnt care for her health
her head hangs low from day to day
and she cries into a bowl
to water her flowers with sorrows that only you know
so the world can see her soul

tell her you love her

tell her you'll never quit

tell her you want her

tell her this isn't "it"

now it just seems like the boy doesnt care,
that's what she said to me
"i cant let him go though he wants to leave,
i know it was meant to be."
i cant help but say that it touched my heart
and i've felt that way before
its like loving someone so much that it hurts so bad
that you cant take it anymore
but you do...

tell her you love her

tell her you'll never quit

tell her you want her

tell her this isn't "it"

if you still love her (if you still love her)
just let her know (let her know)
and if you still want her (you still want her)
dont let her go... 

i once met a boy who broke a girls heart

and a girl who could never win

he's got 900 pieces left to mend

and he doesnt know where to begin

just tell her you love her

tell her you'll never quit

tell her you want her

tell her this isn't "it"

[x2]

just start where you began, and take the pain away

Lyrics - Unless You're Lying

your words scarred me like a knife would to my skin
they throw me at the wall until im as bruised as an old apple
but i still want to listen
i'd rather it be me than her..
even though i'm hurt, i dont care
so i'll just play it off
because it doesnt really matter
just like you said..

so say my name, and i'll listen to what you have to say
over a-gain, until i want to run away
but i know-oh that everything will be okay
because i shouldnt have to worry anymore
unless you're lying

i heard things that i'd never ever want to hear

the thoughts haunt me like a ghost out from my closet

but i still want to listen

i'd rather it be me than her..

even though i'm hurt, i dont care

so i'll just play it off

because it doesnt really matter

just like you said..

so say my name, and i'll listen to what you have to say

over a-gain, until i want to run away

but i know-oh that everything will be okay

because i shouldnt have to worry anymore

unless you're lying

dont mention her...no its not because i hate her

i'm just jealous...because she had you, my life-saver

please dont mention her...and no, i dont hate her

its because i cant handle it, i cant handle it(x2)

but say my name, and i'll listen to what you have to say

over a-gain, until i want to run away

but i know-oh that everything will be okay

because i shouldnt have to worry anymore

unless you're lying

i'm glad you're not lying
or i'd still be crying

Lyrics - That Whole Time

you'll never see this, so i dont care to show the world

and even if you did see it, you know its true 

f*ck you

what's come over you? why do you sound like that...
i'd never yell at you, and i cant fight back...
for once, giving up was the right think to do
and sooner than i thought, i was already over you
i've got it all figured out and now for life i'm set
you call yourself "a man" but you're lost and all you have left now is regret

that you will never make me cry again
you will never see me smile again
you'll never look in my eyes again
and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time
i just wanted to cry that whole time
and i know that you lied that whole time
i just wanted to cry that whole time

it was just a white lie...

its been 2 weeks and not a single word...
and not from you, but of you i've heard...
for once without the hope in my head, i should have pulled through
i was the one who should have left, not you
you know you hurt me and now you cant bare to see my face
just like when you dissappeared without a trace
(but that doesnt matter now...)

that you will never make me cry again

you will never see me smile again

you'll never look in my eyes again

and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

and i know that you lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

was it just a lie?

it was perfection,
just me and you..
just us two...
we'll always be together
until you change your mind again
then its simple, then
forever turns into never

and now you know what i mean
i tried to give you love and everything in between
now look what you've done
you've thrown it all away and now all you've got are regrets...

you will never make me cry again

you will never see me smile again

you'll never look in my eyes again

and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

and i know that you lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

that "i love you" was a lie...

you will never make me cry again

wipe a tear from my eye again

you will never get the chance to lie again

or scream and fight again

you'll never make me smile again

you'll never make me sigh again

never make me feel shy again

and you'll never get the chance to try again

and you know i never lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

and i know that you lied that whole time

i just wanted to cry that whole time

that "i love you" was a lie...

(and you'll always miss me)

Lyrics - Backstabber

[these are unfinished]

"good morning sunshine,
the earth says hello"
now i've something to say to you
why did you go so low?

before, i couldnt concentrate
"oh, bestfriend, you're so kind"
but that was a bluff i'll tell you now
you know, i knew the whole time

so don't challenge my ability
you know God gave me eyes to see
after making me see everything you do
i hope you get to go through what i went through

who would abide by a backstabber
who would abide by a backstabber
who would abide by a backstabber

call me when your ready,
and maybe i'll pick up.
to listen to you whine about
how it wasn't your fault

i caught you in every lie you told
and you know its the truth
or do you know what that is
you know, you're not so smoothe
(whisper: he told me himself)

so don't challenge my ability
you know God gave me eyes to see
after making me see everything you do
i hope you get to go through what i went through

who would abide by a backstabber
who would abide by a backstabber
who would abide by a backstabber

Lyrics - Sólo un Mal Sueño

first song i have written in Spanish in a while...

since im not fluent, its a little hard

but i still love to write in Spanish anyway

ella es hermosa
ella es bonita
brillante como una estrella
y estoy celoso de ella

vive la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir

yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
porque ella es sólo un mal sueño

yo y tu, i love you
te amo mucho, yo y tu
no deje por favor
no puedo vivir sin tu amor

se puede bailar
ella puede jugar
se le conoce en la escuela
y estoy celoso de ella

vive la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que quiero vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir
vivio la vida que queria vivir

yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
yo no quiero ser como ella
porque ella es sólo un mal sueño

yo y tu, i love you
te amo mucho, yo y tu
no deje por favor
no puedo vivir sin tu amor

Lyrics - The Heartless (cover)

sometimes i like to cover song lyrics, and edit them to tell a different story

i can tell you this story if it needs to be explained...

but in general, its me saying "i want you to only love me"

its a cover of "The Heartless" by HIM

Your pain ain't love


Can't you see she's the heartless
her pain is not love
You're taking it way too far
Don't you know it is wrong?
You're the one for me, baby
You are the one
If you'd only see in my heart
You'd know all is not lost


Your time is running out
And you still haven't made up your mind
Can't you see she's the heartless
And you're one of a kind


she's the heartless...


You can't see she's the heartless
Her pain won't ever be love
It doesn't matter how hard she tries
To her, all is lost...


she's the heartless...

Lyrics - Until Our Lips Meet

i want to feel your arms around my waist and the pressure of your stare
so i can sense your warmth and the texture of your hair
then i want to caress your face
as i'm held tight in your embrace
and i'll draw you closer
                         closer
                   and closer
                                  until our lips meet


feel me, feel me
baby, wont you heal me
i miss you and it hurts so bad
but when you hold me, i am so glad
love me, touch me
baby, dont you hush me
so i can tell you more and more
that i'll love you forever more


i want to hear your voice so softly in my ear
filling with "i love you"s and things i like to hear
and then i'll hold you close
and be near this love of which i chose
and i'll draw you closer
                         closer
                   and closer
                                 until our lips meet


feel me, feel me
baby, wont you heal me
i miss you and it hurts so bad
but when you hold me, i am so glad
love me, touch me
baby, dont you hush me
so i can tell you more and more
that i'll love you forever more

Lyrics - I'll Never Give You The Chance To Say "Goodbye"

All of these years I’ve been sitting here,
waiting
All of these years I’ve been wondering,
shaking
Then you come along right as I died
And now with your hard work you've brought me back to life
You say you want to stay forever
You said to let you, so you im letting you, I wont let you go, ever
Forever started a while ago
and we’ve still got ways to go

now I cant imagine a life without you
so let’s live ahead with our love that’s so true
you’re the only one who can pull me through
so I trust you,
I’m trusting you…

Keep me safe and don’t give me away
Keep me here in your arms today
Kiss me and take my pain away
And I’ll never give you the chance to say
“goodbye”


Don’t give up on me
Don’t give up on me
Don’t give up on me
And I wont give up on you (x3)


because I cant imagine a life without you
so let’s live ahead with our love that’s so true
you’re the only one who can pull me through
so I trust you,
I’m trusting you to...

Keep me safe and don’t give me away
Keep me here in your arms today
Kiss me and take my pain away
I'll never give you the chance to say...
Keep me alive so i wont decay
Kill all the voices that lead me astray
Make me happy to night from the break of day
And I’ll never give you the chance to say..
I wont ever give you the chance to say...
If you do these things everyday and replay
I'll never give you the chance to say
“goodbye”

Lyrics - Little Did I Know

that one night and that one name
trouble comes with that one name
and i cant imagine what i'd do
what i'd do, oh without you
here for me, each and every day
to calm me down and wipe my tears away
i found out all i do is cry amounts of an ocean
but i cant swim...

so i'll wrap myself up in the love i have left
and let my lord lay me to rest
because i had so much to give
but no longer a reason to live
you let go of my hand and let me sink
at my cries for mercy you turned your cheek
i gave my all to you from the very start
little did i know you would break my...heart...

i went to sleep to only to dream sweet
to dream of raindrops hitting our feet
and giving me kisses and holding me long
for hours and hours singing our song
but then i reached and you held out your hand
then pulled it away as the thunder began
i thought i was good until i was left in the dark
and i cant see...

so i'll wrap myself up in the love i have left

and let my lord lay me to rest

because i had so much to give

but no longer a reason to live

you let go of my hand and let me sink

at my cries for mercy you turned your cheek

i gave my all to you from the very start

little did i know you would break my...heart...

 - and i cant take it

stepping all around the pieces

 - and i can feel it

stabbing into my flesh

 - you can destroy it

with one simple word

but build it again with 3

...do you love me?

Lyrics - Minun onni on teidän käsissänne

NOTE

this is my first song in Finnish :)

translation at the bottom...

enjoy ♥

Finnish:
Olet ainoa minulle
Minä rakastan sinua
Toivon, että rakastat minua liian
En voi elää ilman sinua

Tulkaa minun tyköni
Älä jätä minua
ja käännä minulle
rakkauden minua
Minä olen sinun ja vain sinun
Voit olettaa, on ainoa
Minun onni on teidän käsissänne
Olen kiitollinen aiheuttaa


English:
You're the only one for me
I love you
I hope that you love me too
I can not live without you

Come unto me
Do not leave me
and turn to me
love to me

I am yours and yours only
You can assume is my only
My happiness is in your hands
I am grateful to you because (of that)

Lyrics - Don't Leave, Baby, Please

don't leave, baby, please
i want you here...
i'll beg on my knees
i want you here...

the past, the love, the memories
the hopes, and cries they couldn't see
i don't know how or where i'd be
without you...

i remember holding your hand
through the summer days
almost crying over your shoulder
when my hopes were faded away
but you were there when no one was
to take away my pain
and within moments we were both allured
and my love was yours to claim

don't leave, baby, please

i want you here...

i'll beg on my knees

i want you here...

the past, the love, the memories

the hopes, and cries they couldn't see

i don't know how or where i'd be

without you...

i remember looking into your eyes

each and every single time

the look has always got to me

it is one of a kind

and my eyes they see only for you

and you know its true

because everyone's invisible

when i look at you

so don't leave, baby, please

i want you here...

i'll beg on my knees

i want you here...

the past, the love, the memories

the hopes, and cries they couldn't see

i don't know how or where i'd be

without you...

without you...

i nwouldnt be here

Lyrics - Just Hoping For My Angel Will Pass Through

confiding within myself the words i refuse to speak
trying to hide the emotions that make me come off as weak
attempting to not upset all others
hiding my head beneath my covers
just hoping that my Angel will pass through...

i try to write my thoughts away
because to pain, my mind is prey
the blitzkrieg over my circumstances
staring into the sky with wishful glances
just hoping that my Angel will pass through...

where art thou, oh Angel of mine?
give me an answer, give me a sign
write out our names in the stars aligned
so then i can see it and i can be fine

hiding in a self grown mask although i can only try

to hide the sorrows underneath the streaming tears i cry

longing for our happiness

longing to feel your sweet carress

just hoping that my Angel will pass through...

so then it can be just me and you...