Ten Days post 2 - Day 3

Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you

dude thats too many pictures...

...simpler

Ten Days post 2 - Day 2

Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you

1 - Nicko
2 - My dad
3 - Ville Valo
4 - Joan Jett
5 - Lacey Mosely
6 - Peter Steele
7 - Bam Margera
8 - Miss Kirkham (old math teacher)
9 - Mr. Matson (english teacher)

Ten Days post 2 - Day 1

Day 1;  10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2;  9 people who have influenced you
Day 3;  8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4;  7 things you do every day
Day 5;  6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6;  5 things you wish you could change
Day 7;  4 things you're craving
Day 8;  3 people who inspire you
Day 9;  2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you

1 - you'll do anything you're physically capable of doing to get me over her? ...anything? if you mean it, then you've got alot of work ahead of you...
2 - you seriously don't look like you weigh 130.
3 - stop copying me.
4 - i hate seeing your face all day.
5 - get the f*ck off of my suggested friends! i f*cking hate you! you make me want to delete my G@d D@mn Facebook!!
6 - stop talking to my boyfriend unless you want to get your ass beat. come to his house one more time. bet you i'll be there with a shank, wager being stomach or maybe your neck if i'm in that good of a mood ^_^
7 - i feel sorry for you...i'm guessing people treating you like you're foreign doesnt really help you feel at home. i'm sure that girls in your home country don't ask you to talk every five seconds xD
8 - good luck telling her about your kid.
9 - i like your hair.
10 - shut the hell up and do your work! i dont want to talk to you!!!

Poem - I'm Fine

from independant
to dependant
that is what happened to me

where did i go?

solitude versus loneliness
and the right side wins
but it shouldn't be the right side

what am i now?
i am by myself

i hold in my feelings
and i cant let them out
i don't want to make you mad
and i don't want to cry
and i cant cry to you
but i cant cry to anyone else
you're the only one that would understand

i hate holding it in
but i would hate to let it out
niether is good, but i have to hide that i'm hurt
it's not supposed to bother me.

now i have a half-fake confidence
and i know how to use it
but i'm having a guilt trip over lying
lying to both you and myself


but you already know,
you know that i'm not fine.


i don't want to hide anymore
but i don't want to let it out
i don't want to go crazy
even though i already am
and i don't want you to go
and i don't want to push you away
and i don't want you to think i am insane


even though you already know that i am.

i just want you to be mine.
i want to feel like you're only mine.

i want to not worry anymore.

i just want you to hold me.


will you?