Saturday, April 24, 2010

Sonnet - Holding A Heart So Kind

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Oh, the feel of holding a heart so kind
and looking into those eyes i adore
sweetheart, please tell me you love me once more
as our souls drift on and remain entwined
as we hold hands, our fingers intertwined
my darling, i love you from my heart's core
and since when, you've kept my heart from all sore
since that June day when the sun brightly shined
since that day, you have caught my every tear
and cured my illness in all cases
held me and took me away from my fear
knowing your air is mine, my heart races
you confess me your love and let all hear
within this desert, you're my oasis

Friday, April 23, 2010

Painting - Leaf Lady

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my art project :) finally finished it. the vines and character are 3D but you may not be able to tell here
[click to enlarge]

Poem - Amanda Werner

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the last thing this world needs is another frown or tear
and i dont want to know of another one shed by you, my dear
because you deserve all your happiness and shouldnt have to live in fear
and to prevent the hole going deeper, that is why i'm here

i'll give you my trust if you give me yours as well
and i'll never break it, if i do, send me to hell
because it was immediate that to you i outbroke my shell
and from the beginning to the end, i will continue to wish you well

because you have a special place in my heart
and it hurts to know you've been torn apart
so i'll start helping pick up the pieces here from the very start
because my dear Amanda, this love is my art



written for my dear friend amanda :)
i havent known her for very long, but she's already special to me
click to see her blog :)

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

Songs Left Unexplained #5: "The Heartless"

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a song i have been listening to lately.
this has become one of my favorite songs, it attracted me at first because of the instrumentals which isnt often for most songs i usually listen to the lyrics first.
and the lyrics remind me of nick and last summer...
The Heartless by HIM

Your pain ain't love

Can't you see he's the heartless
Your pain is not love
He's taking it way too far
Don't you know it is wrong
You're the one for me lady
You are the one
If you'd only see in my heart
You'd know all is not lost

Your time is running out
And you still haven't made up your mind
Can't you see he's the heartless
And you're one of a kind

He's the heartless...

You can't see he's the heartless
Your pain won't ever be love
It doesn't matter how hard you try
To you all is lost

He's the heartless..



and now for this



Your pain ain't love
he knew i was hurt and wanted to help me. this line reminds me of the poem he wrote me, when he said "you're falling but i'm falling too, i'm falling but not in the same way as you" he was focusing on trying to help me feel better because i was really hurt but fell in love with me in the process, but he didnt think i loved him back.


Can't you see he's the heartless
Your pain is not love
He's taking it way too far
Don't you know it is wrong
he was making me realize more and more that he was the one for me and not my ex...my ex took it too far and started dating my best friend at the time, and just hurt me more.
You're the one for me lady
You are the one
If you'd only see in my heart
You'd know all is not lost
nick really put himself out there to show me that he cared even after barely knowing me. i knew i barely knew him but he really acted like he loved me, because he did. those last two lines remind me of the last line of that poem he wrote "remember my words, i wouldnt be a mistake..."

Your time is running out
And you still haven't made up your mind
Can't you see he's the heartless
And you're one of a kind
he asked me out over and over again and i just wouldnt say yes. after a little while i really thought my time was running out. i needed to make up my mind to either confess to him that i absolutely adore him, keep being friends or just stop talking to him so i dont get hurt...but i made up my mind and i had to tell him i love him. i knew that it would be worth it. and it has been more than worth it. he really does make me feel like i'm something and i love the feeling ♥

He's the heartless...
he is...he came to my friend's house and completely ignored me and everything i said...we used to be best friends and now im nothing..and he said he doesnt know what love is, and just proves over and over that he really is heartless.


You can't see he's the heartless
Your pain won't ever be love
It doesn't matter how hard you try
To you all is lost
that last verse would have happenned if nick had never saved me. i would be so messed up and hurt, it would have been horrible. it happenned to me once before, but now it will never happen again


He's the heartless..
he is. but my love isn't ♥

Drawing - Leaf Fairy

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first layer, watercolors
second layer, colored pencil

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

axis chemicals photoshoot ~

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rob (guitar)
rose (vocals\bass)
link (drums)


rose
rob
link


tell me watcha think :)