Lyrics - If I Ever Left

written during the maryrose drama era of this summer...stuff happened...this is how i felt.


If i ever left, what would you say?
would you regret always pushing me away
would you stop girls from coming after you
maybe sometimes do what i want you to

maybe this wouldnt be oh-so smart of me
just be who you wanna be, but dont run from me
no matter what i will always love you,
and i hope that you feel the same...

if i really left, what would you say?
would you regret ditching me all of those days
would you regret not letting me talk to you
and telling me shut up like you always do

maybe this wouldnt be oh-so smart of me

just be who you wanna be, but dont run from me

no matter what i will always love you,

and i hope that you feel the same...

someday when we get married
maybe one day when you're not so scary
we can be happy just me and you in our house with all our wonderful things~

you know i'll never leave but what would you say?
would you promise to love me till the end of our days
n' take all the adoration i have for you
put together the words "i was made for you"

maybe this wouldnt be oh-so smart of me

just be who you wanna be, but dont run from me

no matter what i will always love you,

and i hope that you feel the same...

and you feel the same.

Poem - I Hate You

i hate the way you're always here.
i hate the way you'll never leave.
i hate the way you're kept around.
i hate the way people fight for you.
i hate the way you're just like me.
i hate the way you blame it on me.
i hate the way you dont care.
i hate the way you're probably happy.
i hate the way you can do what i cant.
i hate your perfect skin.
i hate your perfectness.
i hate your anchored pain,
i hate your anchored you.

Recipe - Smoothie Ice!

today i am posting my first recipe :D

this is something i call "smoothie ice" :)

this is what the finished product looks like.

what you need:

17 right season's frozen strawberries
4 tbsp of applesauce
1 whole banana
1 tbsp of vanilla icing

a food processor / blender

i only used vanilla icing because we had no sugar, you can use sugar if you want ^_^
just combine all of those ingredients into a food processor (as i did) or a blender until its really smooth, unless you like the chunks, that is :)
it tastes good as a smoothie and as ice! you can freeze it then shave the ice with a spoon :)
if its not sweet enough for you, try a little more sugar?
this would also taste nice blended with whipping cream :)
maybe try sweetening with sugar or honey instead of icing?
if you try it out, please let me know how it goes :D