this is something that i've really been holding on for too long. this post will be lengthy, because i'm long winded, and because i know people would be asking "why?" if i made it short.
as the title says, i am not a girl.
but, i am also not a boy.
i don't feel like i belong in either gender category, maybe somewhere in between.
which has caused a huge identity crisis for me throughout my life.
i am not cisgender, but i don't like to refer to it as transgender,
as there would be know way for me to ever transition...
really, i am, and have always kind of been there.
i am gender neutral.
it took me a very long time to figure out what to call it.