Wednesday, March 3, 2010

Poem - I Feel, I Will and I Know

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i feel hated
i feel worn
i feel torn
i miss you 
and it hurts

i am alone

i feel worthless
i feel unwanted
i feel unneeded
i miss you
and it hurts

i am alone

i feel stupid
i feel dumb
i feel numb
i miss you
and it hurts

i am alone

this is my fault

because

i will never be good enough
i will never be enough
i will never be perfect
i will never be the best

i know what i want
i know what i need
i know what i have
and i don't want it to leave

anxiety
paranoia
hallucinations

i am not alone

i only feel alone

i am dying

i miss you
and it hurts