Poem - I Feel, I Will and I Know

i feel hated

i feel worn

i feel torn

i miss you 

and it hurts

i am alone

i feel worthless

i feel unwanted

i feel unneeded

i miss you

and it hurts

i am alone

i feel stupid

i feel dumb

i feel numb

i miss you

and it hurts

i am alone

this is my fault

because

i will never be good enough

i will never be enough

i will never be perfect

i will never be the best

i know what i want

i know what i need

i know what i have

and i don't want it to leave

anxiety

paranoia

hallucinations

i am not alone

i only feel alone

i am dying

i miss you

and it hurts