Thursday, May 20, 2010

Songs Left Unexplained #6: Disarm Me (With Your Loneliness)

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by the end of all of these unexplained songs, i will probably have reviewed every HIM cd.
this song is off of thier latest album Screamworks: Love in Theory and Practice
this meaning is from a very recent situation and i saw this song as a foreshadowing..

The promise of heaven pushed us right back to hell
turn three sevens into three sixes again
and you laugh at my face when i told you how much it hurts and said
Disarm me with your loneliness just like always before and
deceive me at my emptiness telling me how you love
you keep on tempting me to go on whatever the cost
to witness the prettiest flower in the wicked to dust
so ill break all the rules and this endless game once called love for you
disarm me with your loneliness just like always before and
deceive me at my emptiness
telling me how you love
me with all your heart no more
disarm me with your loneliness just like always before
disarm me with your loneliness just like always before
deceive me at my emptiness telling me how you love me with all your heart your heart no more
tell me how much it hurts my love
tell me how my kiss can change your world
no more
tell me how much it hurts to be alone
now believe that you hurt me with all your heart
no more

here's my thoughts..

The promise of heaven pushed us right back to hell
turn three sevens into three sixes again
two perfect lovers are being torn apart.parents being "the promise of heaven" to me because they created him and he is my heaven. they have taken him away from me and now pushed me back into a state where i am alone...without my love i feel incomplete, but not completely because i know that he will always love me and is there waiting for me.but they dont realize how much they are hurting us..and me..
and you laugh at my face when i told you how much it hurts and said
the possible reaction if i ever told them how i feel about this..im not sure they would care
Disarm me with your loneliness just like always before and
deceive me at my emptiness telling me how you love
they have continuously grounded him throughout the year and it hurts me. they are nice to me in person but i have heard them discourage him and when you do that, how are you showing love that way? now they've made me alone again...i want to tell them how much i love him
you keep on tempting me to go on whatever the cost
to witness the prettiest flower in the wicked to dust
one time when he got grounded the first time this year in october, he told me to go on without him just because we couldnt see eachother or talk...but i refused
so ill break all the rules and this endless game once called love
for you
just like i always have and will if i have to...i dont care if i have to sneak out and go to Olympian club behind his house at 5 am to see him before school or at 11 at night just to kiss him through the back yard gate, i will.
disarm me with your loneliness just like always before and
deceive me at my emptiness
telling me how you love
me with all your heart no more
that 2 lines is what im afraid to hear...i dont want him to stop loving me. and this song has always been iffy to me because i felt like it was warning me something and now i know...and im scared
disarm me with your loneliness just like always before
disarm me with your loneliness just like always before
deceive me at my emptiness telling me how you love me with all your heart your heart no more
tell me how much it hurts my love
tell me how my kiss can change your world
no more
tell me how much it hurts to be alone
as soon as i see him, i just want to know that he is hurting and missing me as much as i miss him and make sure he still loves me...he said he will love me until the end and promise he will never let me go.
now believe that you hurt me with all your heart
no more
when i see him i wont hurt anymore..