Poem - Understand

do you know why i cry?
or do you care?
i wish you would help
instead of only yell...
what happened to you?
the sensitive you,
that always picked me up when i was down
no matter what
now every feeling, to you, is a complaint
     even when i miss you...
         even love..
you say all i ever do is complain
when i'm really just asking to be held.
saying all of my feelings are wrong...
saying i only cry for stupid reasons...
but have you noticed,
that almost every tear i've shed,
has fallen to your name?
i'm childish? but how...
my passions are only misplaced to you..
i'm compassionate
i'm emotional,
and although i have so much hate in my heart,
love and care will always surpass.
so i only have one request...
no matter how much you hate it,
please try to understand.

Lyrics - Don't Want To

i don't want to lie

i don't want to cry

i don't want you to stay away

i want to lay

i want to say

that i just want you to be mine

come with me and forget the past
sweep it behind you like shattered glass
i'm here to save you, i'll give you love
something real, and you'll never get enough

i'll say it more than once,
i'll say it till our bodies' dust
when you're with me, there's none to fear
you'll be so much better with me here

i don't want to lie
i don't want to cry
i don't want you to stay away
i want to lay
i want to say
that i just want you to be mine

carefully calculating
my every word and breath i'm taking
please dont leave me,
its not worth the pain
i want you, i long for you
i'd cry for you, die for you
so hear every word i say
the drop off is only a step away...

i don't want to lie

i don't want to cry

i don't want you to stay away

i want to lay

i want to say

that i just want you to be mine

i don't want to die

i don't want to try

i don't want to only make you stay,

and i want to be the one

to take your breath away

assure me that you're mine~

i just want you to be mine...♥

Poem - The One For Whom My Heart Yearns

run with me
into the moonlight
across the valley trail
hold my hand
just as we walk
until this night ends...
love in your eyes
mournful eyes
our hair in twist and turns
as i look
into the eyes
of the one for whom my heart yearns