Saturday, April 10, 2010

Poem - Yet You Are The One To Break It

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don't stare at me...
don't come in my direction...
you wrap around my heart and squeeze it until it pops
though i am not close to you, you are always around me
taunting me
haunting me
but most of all
hurting me
because you are everywhere
you step onto the ground before me and attempt to make me fall
                                       and you try to trip me because of a fall
                                                         to trip me on guilt
                                                                           a guilt i should not possess
there you go,
you've gotten your revenge
i didnt know who you were and hurt you by accidnent
                                   but you hurt me on purpose
you've scarred me with out a single touch
and now you've carved your name into veins as proof that you were here
  its set in stone
and set in blood
                        or soon to be
                                            once you finally kill me
because i know what you say
      and i know what you have said before
      and i know your name
                                       they all hurt to hear
                                       there are things that remind me of you
                                                              
i never loved you and you never loved me,
                    you never had my heart, never anywhere close
               yet you are the one to break it

anytime i hear of you, another piece falls off
when i see your name, or anything near it, my stomach turns
did you know i was hurt? well, that doesn't matter
                               and well, you wouldn't care anyhow
                               and well, you got what you wanted
i hate to sleep
i hate it because of you
             because of you i wake up feeling sickened
             because you rear your head into my dreams
             because you can turn a perfect day into a nightmare

because of you i have to hold back my tears
because of you i realized a heart once mended has had the seams ripped
                                                                                                 ripped again
a dead soul resurrected is slowly being laid to rest again
by you singing a lullabye that could soothe only the hard of hearing
a song that weakens me
                                   because i was strong until you

i heard you were gone for good...
he told me and he's happy he is free...

then i realized 
that now i was the one trapped
when i looked up and saw your name
when i looked over and saw your name
                                                         and i saw you everywhere

i never loved you and you never loved me,
                    you never had my heart, never anywhere close
               yet you are the one to break it

anytime i hear of you, another piece falls off
when i see your name, or anything near it, my stomach turns
did you know i was hurt? well, that doesn't matter
                               and well, you wouldn't care anyhow
                               and well, you got what you wanted