she doodled me back :D
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Monday, December 20, 2010
Sunday, December 19, 2010
Saturday, December 11, 2010
Photoscape Tutorial - Newspaper
i was fooling around and ended up making a newspaper xD
no one will probably use this, but i thought it was still fun :)
+ i need to know how to post these tutorials, so this will be a test run :) bear with me people! haha
no one will probably use this, but i thought it was still fun :)
+ i need to know how to post these tutorials, so this will be a test run :) bear with me people! haha
the article is funny xD click to enlarge
Step 1: go to "page" and follow this:
it could work with any other of the frames too maybe, but i chose this one.
Step 2: now go to the "edit" tab and choose a picture.
*this will not change what you did in the "page" tab
Step 3: make the picture a little more black and white with the Remove Color Cast tool.
Step 4: use the "Cellophane" filter.
*try to use the effect really low so its not overbearing.
Step 4: one of the most important parts and i lost the pic :(
use the "Newsprint" effect under Filters and set it to a low level then save the picture.
Step 5: go back to "page" and insert the picture you just edited then click Edit
Step 6: Write an article.
*make it funny, interesting or just anything! have fun with it :)
After you've added the text you should have something like this:
Step 7: name your paper!
Step 8: combine it all ~
Step 9: Add texture
*click the texture once or twice to your liking. it will make it look like paper :)
Step 10: Film Effect
*to enhance a little of the paper-y look
and now you have your own newspaper!
click to enlarge and enjoy :)
(feel free to comment your opinions or suggestions!)
Saturday, December 4, 2010
Friday, December 3, 2010
Poem - That Shy Girl
it's wierd to have this feeling back again
that feeling like you don't know what you're doing
the feeling where all you want to be
is noticed by you...for you to see me
i turned into that shy girl again,
that shy girl, that can't say anything
the one you met who cried on you
the one you always told everything
she never left, she's always been here
laying down, staring out, towards the direction of your house
from her window, then she sleeps
sleeps and only dreams of you
"i miss you" she mutters
under her breath as she sighs
"i love you.." she mumbles
as her loneliness, she dienies
she cries,
sometimes
but only when you're gone
because she just wants to say hi
but is scared you wont reply
i turned into that shy girl again,
that girl, that can't say anything
the one you met who cried on you
the one who told you everything
she never left, she's always been here
laying down, staring out, towards the direction of your house
from her window, and wimpers, then she sleeps
sleeps and only dreams of you...and me
"dance with me" she laughs, she puts on her shoes
ready to skip out the door, but knowing she'll always lose
because of a choice she cannot choose
because some things are too painful to work through
she worries too much, worries about you
she loves you so much, everyone knows its true
she doesn't want to complain,
but she longs only for you
the passion in her surpasses wildflowers
ripping through wind like telephone wires
the sounds of ghosts in night don't mourn like her
against the wall, no one would die like her
because she knows no one can love you like her
not even an angel could fly past where her butterflies take her
because your eyes are her heaven, and life is her hell
without you with her, there's no story to tell
i turned into that shy girl again,
that girl who's scared of everything
the one you met who cried on you
the one who, for you, will do anything
she never left, she's always been here
laying down, staring out, towards the direction of your house
from her window, and wishes, then she sleeps
sleeps and only dreams of us to be
f o r e v e r
that feeling like you don't know what you're doing
the feeling where all you want to be
is noticed by you...for you to see me
i turned into that shy girl again,
that shy girl, that can't say anything
the one you met who cried on you
the one you always told everything
she never left, she's always been here
laying down, staring out, towards the direction of your house
from her window, then she sleeps
sleeps and only dreams of you
"i miss you" she mutters
under her breath as she sighs
"i love you.." she mumbles
as her loneliness, she dienies
she cries,
sometimes
but only when you're gone
because she just wants to say hi
but is scared you wont reply
i turned into that shy girl again,
that girl, that can't say anything
the one you met who cried on you
the one who told you everything
she never left, she's always been here
laying down, staring out, towards the direction of your house
from her window, and wimpers, then she sleeps
sleeps and only dreams of you...and me
"dance with me" she laughs, she puts on her shoes
ready to skip out the door, but knowing she'll always lose
because of a choice she cannot choose
because some things are too painful to work through
she worries too much, worries about you
she loves you so much, everyone knows its true
she doesn't want to complain,
but she longs only for you
the passion in her surpasses wildflowers
ripping through wind like telephone wires
the sounds of ghosts in night don't mourn like her
against the wall, no one would die like her
because she knows no one can love you like her
not even an angel could fly past where her butterflies take her
because your eyes are her heaven, and life is her hell
without you with her, there's no story to tell
i turned into that shy girl again,
that girl who's scared of everything
the one you met who cried on you
the one who, for you, will do anything
she never left, she's always been here
laying down, staring out, towards the direction of your house
from her window, and wishes, then she sleeps
sleeps and only dreams of us to be
f o r e v e r
Monday, November 29, 2010
new vlog & formspring :]
feel free to ask anything! and subscribe to my YouTube if you havent already ^_^
Wednesday, November 24, 2010
[[+new vlog]]
see, what happened was, my video somehow got corrupted and only saved halfway through. so i had to record another part to finish it and it was basically ruined lol
Monday, November 22, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 10
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. the Heartagram
...should have expected that :)
but if i was in second grade i would have said yin-yang
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. the Heartagram
...should have expected that :)
but if i was in second grade i would have said yin-yang
Sunday, November 21, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 9
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. The Outsiders
2. That Was Then, This Is Now
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. The Outsiders
2. That Was Then, This Is Now
Friday, November 19, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 7
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. mocha frappe
2. cinnamon rolls
3. sweet & spicy doritos
4. s'mores
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. mocha frappe
2. cinnamon rolls
3. sweet & spicy doritos
4. s'mores
Thursday, November 18, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 6
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. someone in my life who i want to be gone
2. that i dont have a job and need one badly
3. that i didn't have stupid post traumatic stress
4. that me and nick cant get married as soon as we want to
5. that my mom is getting surgery
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. someone in my life who i want to be gone
2. that i dont have a job and need one badly
3. that i didn't have stupid post traumatic stress
4. that me and nick cant get married as soon as we want to
5. that my mom is getting surgery
Tuesday, November 16, 2010
gifts for friends :)
for my favorite people <333 hope you like them!
who cares if we're across the world? ♥
i love all of you guys ♥
Monday, November 15, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 5
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. in joy and sorrow - HIM
2. only you can save me - the 69 eyes
3. when love and death embrace - HIM
4. she's not like the other girls - the rasmus
5. love you to death - type o negative
6. love you like i do - HIM
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1. in joy and sorrow - HIM
2. only you can save me - the 69 eyes
3. when love and death embrace - HIM
4. she's not like the other girls - the rasmus
5. love you to death - type o negative
6. love you like i do - HIM
Sunday, November 14, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 4
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1 talk to nick
2 go to school
3 think
4 check my email
5 want to hurt someone
6 check my blog
7 listen to music
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1 talk to nick
2 go to school
3 think
4 check my email
5 want to hurt someone
6 check my blog
7 listen to music
Saturday, November 13, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 3
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
dude thats too many pictures...
...simpler
Friday, November 12, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 2
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1 - Nicko
2 - My dad
3 - Ville Valo
4 - Joan Jett
5 - Lacey Mosely
6 - Peter Steele
7 - Bam Margera
8 - Miss Kirkham (old math teacher)
9 - Mr. Matson (english teacher)
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1 - Nicko
2 - My dad
3 - Ville Valo
4 - Joan Jett
5 - Lacey Mosely
6 - Peter Steele
7 - Bam Margera
8 - Miss Kirkham (old math teacher)
9 - Mr. Matson (english teacher)
Thursday, November 11, 2010
Ten Days post 2 - Day 1
Day 1; 10 things you want to say to 10 different people
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1 - you'll do anything you're physically capable of doing to get me over her? ...anything? if you mean it, then you've got alot of work ahead of you...
2 - you seriously don't look like you weigh 130.
3 - stop copying me.
4 - i hate seeing your face all day.
5 - get the f*ck off of my suggested friends! i f*cking hate you! you make me want to delete my G@d D@mn Facebook!!
6 - stop talking to my boyfriend unless you want to get your ass beat. come to his house one more time. bet you i'll be there with a shank, wager being stomach or maybe your neck if i'm in that good of a mood ^_^
7 - i feel sorry for you...i'm guessing people treating you like you're foreign doesnt really help you feel at home. i'm sure that girls in your home country don't ask you to talk every five seconds xD
8 - good luck telling her about your kid.
9 - i like your hair.
10 - shut the hell up and do your work! i dont want to talk to you!!!
Day 2; 9 people who have influenced you
Day 3; 8 pictures to describe how you're feeling
Day 4; 7 things you do every day
Day 5; 6 songs you listen to on a daily basis
Day 6; 5 things you wish you could change
Day 7; 4 things you're craving
Day 8; 3 people who inspire you
Day 9; 2 books you've read and liked
Day 10; 1 symbol that represents you
1 - you'll do anything you're physically capable of doing to get me over her? ...anything? if you mean it, then you've got alot of work ahead of you...
2 - you seriously don't look like you weigh 130.
3 - stop copying me.
4 - i hate seeing your face all day.
5 - get the f*ck off of my suggested friends! i f*cking hate you! you make me want to delete my G@d D@mn Facebook!!
6 - stop talking to my boyfriend unless you want to get your ass beat. come to his house one more time. bet you i'll be there with a shank, wager being stomach or maybe your neck if i'm in that good of a mood ^_^
7 - i feel sorry for you...i'm guessing people treating you like you're foreign doesnt really help you feel at home. i'm sure that girls in your home country don't ask you to talk every five seconds xD
8 - good luck telling her about your kid.
9 - i like your hair.
10 - shut the hell up and do your work! i dont want to talk to you!!!
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
Poem - I'm Fine
from independant
to dependant
that is what happened to me
where did i go?
solitude versus loneliness
and the right side wins
but it shouldn't be the right side
what am i now?
i am by myself
i hold in my feelings
and i cant let them out
i don't want to make you mad
and i don't want to cry
and i cant cry to you
but i cant cry to anyone else
you're the only one that would understand
i hate holding it in
but i would hate to let it out
niether is good, but i have to hide that i'm hurt
it's not supposed to bother me.
now i have a half-fake confidence
and i know how to use it
but i'm having a guilt trip over lying
lying to both you and myself
but you already know,
you know that i'm not fine.
i don't want to hide anymore
but i don't want to let it out
i don't want to go crazy
even though i already am
and i don't want you to go
and i don't want to push you away
and i don't want you to think i am insane
even though you already know that i am.
i just want you to be mine.
i want to feel like you're only mine.
i want to not worry anymore.
i just want you to hold me.
will you?
to dependant
that is what happened to me
where did i go?
solitude versus loneliness
and the right side wins
but it shouldn't be the right side
what am i now?
i am by myself
i hold in my feelings
and i cant let them out
i don't want to make you mad
and i don't want to cry
and i cant cry to you
but i cant cry to anyone else
you're the only one that would understand
i hate holding it in
but i would hate to let it out
niether is good, but i have to hide that i'm hurt
it's not supposed to bother me.
now i have a half-fake confidence
and i know how to use it
but i'm having a guilt trip over lying
lying to both you and myself
but you already know,
you know that i'm not fine.
i don't want to hide anymore
but i don't want to let it out
i don't want to go crazy
even though i already am
and i don't want you to go
and i don't want to push you away
and i don't want you to think i am insane
even though you already know that i am.
i just want you to be mine.
i want to feel like you're only mine.
i want to not worry anymore.
i just want you to hold me.
will you?
Sunday, October 31, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 10
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. i wish i was well know...i want to be famous for my writing...even if it's only blog famous, i just want people to know my name and not forget it for once..
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession
1. i wish i was well know...i want to be famous for my writing...even if it's only blog famous, i just want people to know my name and not forget it for once..
Saturday, October 30, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 9
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. loving
2. lonely
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. loving
2. lonely
Friday, October 29, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 8
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. the love of art and music
2. i have a thing for tongues..
3. innocence
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons.
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. the love of art and music
2. i have a thing for tongues..
3. innocence
Thursday, October 28, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 7
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. cockyness
2. pushy...
3. satanist @_@ sorry if thats shallow but i cant do it
4. straight up annoying
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. cockyness
2. pushy...
3. satanist @_@ sorry if thats shallow but i cant do it
4. straight up annoying
Poem - I Remember A Time
i remember a time when i was strong
when the nights were short and the days were long
friends were loyal and sisters were true
a time long before i met you.
i remember a time when i was young
singing to myself with a guitar, fully strung
ballet was my life and everyone always shared,
but i still never had a friend that cared.
i remember a time when i was okay
when i slept in the woods and the sky was gray
no one was with me but one little cat
i was happy, but no one could understand that..
i remember a time when i was in hiding
in my room, in the house where i was residing
i was hurt so much, i just wanted to be alone
by choice, i didnt even use the house phone
now,
i remember a time when i fell in love
for real this time, like i'd always dreamed of
real love, and now for my heart to mend
i think i've found something that will never end*
when the nights were short and the days were long
friends were loyal and sisters were true
a time long before i met you.
i remember a time when i was young
singing to myself with a guitar, fully strung
ballet was my life and everyone always shared,
but i still never had a friend that cared.
i remember a time when i was okay
when i slept in the woods and the sky was gray
no one was with me but one little cat
i was happy, but no one could understand that..
i remember a time when i was depressed
someone broke my heart and ripped it out of my chest
i felt like a fool for believeing every lie
and did something that made me just want to die . . .
i remember a time when i was in hiding
in my room, in the house where i was residing
i was hurt so much, i just wanted to be alone
by choice, i didnt even use the house phone
now,
i remember a time when i fell in love
for real this time, like i'd always dreamed of
real love, and now for my heart to mend
i think i've found something that will never end*
Poem - MiMi
figure eights around my feet
giggle every time i weep
every time my heart is sore
the blue mouse crawls across the floor
it could be pam or 10pm
she comes around every now and then
blue just like a cartoon tear
soft little whispers in my ear
to cheer me up, she'll give a try
i know she hates to see me cry
her pink nose has never been put to shame
her ears wont accept any other name
besides the one i gave her the first time she'd seen me
yes, i'm friends with a blue mouse, that i love, named MiMi
giggle every time i weep
every time my heart is sore
the blue mouse crawls across the floor
it could be pam or 10pm
she comes around every now and then
blue just like a cartoon tear
soft little whispers in my ear
to cheer me up, she'll give a try
i know she hates to see me cry
her pink nose has never been put to shame
her ears wont accept any other name
besides the one i gave her the first time she'd seen me
yes, i'm friends with a blue mouse, that i love, named MiMi
Poem - Come Over
i miss you and i want you here with me
you dont know how bad i long to see you every day
i wish i could see
i wish we could hug
i hear your voice, but you're not here
as i drink from my coffee mug
the wolf on the side reminds me of you
whenever someone knocks at the door,
i always peak just to see if it's you
i always hope it is . . .
and whenever my phone rings,
i jump for joy to hear you speak
i still blush when you say "i love you"
you dont know how bad i long to see you every day
i wish i could see
i wish we could hug
i hear your voice, but you're not here
as i drink from my coffee mug
the wolf on the side reminds me of you
whenever someone knocks at the door,
i always peak just to see if it's you
i always hope it is . . .
and whenever my phone rings,
i jump for joy to hear you speak
i still blush when you say "i love you"
Wednesday, October 27, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 6
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. Nick Mutters - my fiance...i love him more than anything, always have been there for me since the beginning. i cant explain how much he means to me. he's helped me out and made me happy. i care about him more than i have ever cared about anyone else. i admire him and i adore him
2. Papi - my father...i love him so much. always have been there for me no matter how far away and always cared about me.
3. Bella - you're like my little sister and i love you. you remind me of a younger version of myself and you have a special place in my heart. you're always here to cheer me up when i'm down and keep me company when i'm lonely. i'm always here for you too. i want people to accept you and i want the same for myself, but at least we accept eachother...i hope that's okay for now :)
4. Grandma - we share a first name...i've lived with you and you were the first person to see me in my entire life. in a way you've been like a mother to me. you're the perfect grandma. i really hope and pray you will be alive to see me get married and that my children will meet you <3 i really do
5. MiMi - i'll be completely honest...this is my imaginary pet mouse :/ when i'm sad she runs figure 8's around my feet and crawls all over me trying to make me feel better. it's a person to me...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. Nick Mutters - my fiance...i love him more than anything, always have been there for me since the beginning. i cant explain how much he means to me. he's helped me out and made me happy. i care about him more than i have ever cared about anyone else. i admire him and i adore him
2. Papi - my father...i love him so much. always have been there for me no matter how far away and always cared about me.
3. Bella - you're like my little sister and i love you. you remind me of a younger version of myself and you have a special place in my heart. you're always here to cheer me up when i'm down and keep me company when i'm lonely. i'm always here for you too. i want people to accept you and i want the same for myself, but at least we accept eachother...i hope that's okay for now :)
4. Grandma - we share a first name...i've lived with you and you were the first person to see me in my entire life. in a way you've been like a mother to me. you're the perfect grandma. i really hope and pray you will be alive to see me get married and that my children will meet you <3 i really do
5. MiMi - i'll be completely honest...this is my imaginary pet mouse :/ when i'm sad she runs figure 8's around my feet and crawls all over me trying to make me feel better. it's a person to me...
Get Well Soon Rabbito!
made this card for rabbito who is sick with food poisoning!
get well soon i miss your blogging already :D
♥ you rabbi-chan ^_^
Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 5
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. i wish i would have came over that day she was there.
2. i wish i had never told him not to kill her.
3. i wish i could change what you did that day..
4. i wish you would've never not cared.
5. i wish i could change that my parents aren't together.
6. i wish you had never told me what happened...but i'm glad you did anyway..
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. i wish i would have came over that day she was there.
2. i wish i had never told him not to kill her.
3. i wish i could change what you did that day..
4. i wish you would've never not cared.
5. i wish i could change that my parents aren't together.
6. i wish you had never told me what happened...but i'm glad you did anyway..
Songs Left Unexplained #10: Invincible
this song means alot to me. alot of people underestimate this band but they have some real emotion in thier songs and i love them soo much <3
I memorized all the words for youBut if you only knew how much that’s just not like me
I wait up late every night just to hear your voice
But you don’t know that’s nothing like me
You know I wonder have you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how
All these thing that I hide on the inside
I can’t be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I’m invincible
You come and happen to me
I want to make sure everything is perfect for you
If you only knew that that’s not like me to follow through
Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you
But you don’t know that’s nothing like me
[chorus]
Now I’m waking up
I’ve finally had enough of this wreck of a life
How I never thought I’d survive
Now I’m taking back all I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life
Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all okay
I can’t be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I’m invincible
You come and happen to me
[2x]
I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew how much that’s just not like me
now for my meaning...
I memorized all the words for you
But if you only knew how much that’s just not like me
i dont know if i ever told him this, but i memorized 2 songs by Bring Me The Horizon, simply because it was his favorite band. this was when i first met him, and he knew i wasnt into screamo, its just not like me.
I wait up late every night just to hear your voice
But you don’t know that’s nothing like me
these 2 lines make me remember when i went to new york and he called me by accident and said that we didnt have a phone call relationship, but then he ended up calling me back and we've talked almost every day since. it wasnt like him.
You know I wonder have you already figured out
All these things that I try to hide
i wondered if he had figured out, just how much i really loved him even that early.
All this time I’ve been hoping you don’t find out how
All these thing that I hide on the inside
at the same time i didnt want him to find out how much i loved him because i didnt want him to freak out. and other problems and depression i didnt want him to know about for the fear that he would let me go..
I can’t be held responsible
This is all so new to me
honestly, i didnt have alot of relationship experience...or at least not alot of good ones. nicko treats me better than anyone, which made me happy but at the same time i didnt know how to take it because it never really happened before. and i thought i knew what love was before, but when i fell in love with nick...this was real love, i felt like i had never loved anyone else before. i have "loved" people, but this is my first time being IN love with someone.
Just when I think I’m invincible
You come and happen to me
he made me into a softy lol honestly, i was one of those girls who was always sweet, but was never as sweet as she could have been and always play fought with her boyfriends and beat them up...lol XD i was invincible, i could do whatever i wanted, but now i want to do what he wants...i had so much respect for him that punching was now irrellevant and all i wanted was hugs.
I want to make sure everything is perfect for you
If you only knew that that’s not like me to follow through
i wanted to be perfect for him, and usually i would give up on people but not him. i didnt feel like i was perfect because he did have an ex that he was serious with, and if i had given up on him then he wouldnt be mine right now. but we were best friends and i loved him, i had to be there for him and help him get over his like he helped me get over mine.
Maybe even give up on these dead end dreams just to be with you
But you don’t know that’s nothing like me
dead end dreams...perfect way to describe it. before him, i never planned on getting married, having kids or even graduating highschool. i wasnt going to make anything of myself and honestly was just going to f*ck myself over and die. i would have been so messed up if i had never met him...♥ thank you so much
[chorus]
Now I’m waking up
I’ve finally had enough of this wreck of a life
How I never thought I’d survive
Now I’m taking back all I gave up for that
Leave my pain behind
Wash these stains from my life
like i said before, i would be messed up if i had never met him. i wanted a fresh start and gave up all the bad stuff and i'm so soooo glad to have him. i thought i was just going to be a mess-up forever and die young, but i was wrong...i'm going to college and i'm going to get married and have a family. i'm happy...
Just when I thought all was lost
You came and made it all okay
I can’t be held responsible
This is all so new to me
Just when I think I’m invincible
You come and happen to me
[2x]
I memorized all the words for you
If you only knew how much that’s just not like me
♥
Monday, October 25, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 4
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. why does everything have to bother me so much?
2. i wonder if i haunt you as much as you haunt me...
3. how did my mind end up like this?
4. i wish i was as "cool" as i used to be.
5. how could you have done all of that to me?
6. why are my dreams about you? i want them to be about him :(
7. i'm hungry... i wonder if there's money in the couch so i can go to kroger...
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. why does everything have to bother me so much?
2. i wonder if i haunt you as much as you haunt me...
3. how did my mind end up like this?
4. i wish i was as "cool" as i used to be.
5. how could you have done all of that to me?
6. why are my dreams about you? i want them to be about him :(
7. i'm hungry... i wonder if there's money in the couch so i can go to kroger...
Poem - Viaton Aistillisuus
i wrote this in finnish
sounds wierd in english to me..
etsiä minua, että viattomia kasvot
Rakastan sinua tuijottaa ylös minuun
hartiat yritys ja iho niin tiukka
tuntuu niin lämmin
ne isot kauniit silmät,
että virheetön kasvot.
iho on niin sileä.
olet niin kaunis ...
ja minä rakastan sinua
Rakastan sinua kunnes kuolet
maailmassa niistä mennyt
Saat minut tuntemaan täydellinen
maailmassa puutteita
Sunday, October 24, 2010
photoshop update!
i'm getting better you guys!
i was experimenting with how to make fangs and it worked! i created a layer with my teeth and used liquify and changed my eyes and berry color and armsock color...then ultra softened my skin and wah-la! Vampire Kitty :)
this is a banner i made for my friend Bella aka Hazuki Hotaru. this is for her new story, she has a few blogs so idk which one to link you to XD but this is for her new story called "Forget"
hahaha XD sara is awesome lol made this for her
Ten Days post - Day 3
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. Nicko
2. My Laptop
3. a phone
4. Foreign Music
5. Souper Meal ramen bowls
6. Dr. Pepper, Root Beer, Cream Soda
7. ...all food
8. Love
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. Nicko
2. My Laptop
3. a phone
4. Foreign Music
5. Souper Meal ramen bowls
6. Dr. Pepper, Root Beer, Cream Soda
7. ...all food
8. Love
Saturday, October 23, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 2
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. i was born 2 days early.
2. my favorite singer's birthday has always been a jynx for me.
3. i didn't have my first kiss until i was 15.
4. if i'm staring off into space blankly, it's really because i'm thinking about something that most likely would make me cry.
5. i meow all the time...every meow means something different, you'll start to understand me if you pay really close attention.
6. there's only 4 people who i truely think care about me, but i'm only sure about 2 of them.
7. i'm really tolerant...but almost everyone gets on my nerves.
8. in a sense, i'm afraid of being happy...
9. people have made me so mad, that i'm really close to giving up on the golden rule. reeeally close.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. i was born 2 days early.
2. my favorite singer's birthday has always been a jynx for me.
3. i didn't have my first kiss until i was 15.
4. if i'm staring off into space blankly, it's really because i'm thinking about something that most likely would make me cry.
5. i meow all the time...every meow means something different, you'll start to understand me if you pay really close attention.
6. there's only 4 people who i truely think care about me, but i'm only sure about 2 of them.
7. i'm really tolerant...but almost everyone gets on my nerves.
8. in a sense, i'm afraid of being happy...
9. people have made me so mad, that i'm really close to giving up on the golden rule. reeeally close.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Ten Days post - Day 1
Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. you said one thing to me that made me whole week painful. this bladder infection isnt the only thing that has been keeping me awake..
2. i almost lost him to you, and i wish you would go away. there's so many things i cant do now because you already did them. i hate how all of my nightmares have to do with you... and good job stealing my haircut, btw.
3. i'll never trust you, not even if you give me a reason to.
4. i know you sent more than one picture, i saw them with my own eyes.
5. i wouldn't give you a second chance because i knew you would hurt me again. even when you wanted that chance, i was being hurt by someone else...but the difference is that my relationship had hope of going somewhere and i knew ours didnt.
6. you're beautiful, even though you don't believe it. one day a boy will come along that will make you realize it.
7. i miss you so much, i wish my mom hadn't ever left you.
8. you tried to take my boyfriend and only talk to me when you want something...don't talk to me. i almost lost him because of you. you're already living one of my dreams, don't take away my only one that will ever come true. i hate your f***ing guts.
9. after that long apology, which i thought you meant, i thought things were going to be fine. but obviously, you're still gonna be skep about it.
10. i'm sorry for ruining your life. i was only trying to make you happy.
Day Two: Nine things about yourself that most people don't know.
Day Three: Eight things you couldn't live without.
Day Four: Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
Day Five: Six things you wish you could change or you wish you’d never done.
Day Six: Five people who mean a lot to you
Day Seven: Four turn offs.
Day Eight: Three turn ons
Day Nine: Two words that describe your life right now.
Day Ten: One confession.
1. you said one thing to me that made me whole week painful. this bladder infection isnt the only thing that has been keeping me awake..
2. i almost lost him to you, and i wish you would go away. there's so many things i cant do now because you already did them. i hate how all of my nightmares have to do with you... and good job stealing my haircut, btw.
3. i'll never trust you, not even if you give me a reason to.
4. i know you sent more than one picture, i saw them with my own eyes.
5. i wouldn't give you a second chance because i knew you would hurt me again. even when you wanted that chance, i was being hurt by someone else...but the difference is that my relationship had hope of going somewhere and i knew ours didnt.
6. you're beautiful, even though you don't believe it. one day a boy will come along that will make you realize it.
7. i miss you so much, i wish my mom hadn't ever left you.
8. you tried to take my boyfriend and only talk to me when you want something...don't talk to me. i almost lost him because of you. you're already living one of my dreams, don't take away my only one that will ever come true. i hate your f***ing guts.
9. after that long apology, which i thought you meant, i thought things were going to be fine. but obviously, you're still gonna be skep about it.
10. i'm sorry for ruining your life. i was only trying to make you happy.
Tuesday, October 19, 2010
bored
About yourself:
Full Name: Asberry Ann Quinones
Birthday: February 4
Status: Engaged
Gender: Girl
Ethnicity: Puerto Rican / Black
- U P D A T E -
Eating: easy mac
Drinking: mint tea
Smelling: air freshener
Playing: DBZ Budokai Tenkaichi 3
Watching: me goin ham on chiaotsu's @$$
Reading: the captions on the screen
Listening to: Type O Negative - IYDKMIGTHTKY
Thinking about: i miss Nicko :(
List 5 things you think people need to know about you:
Full Name: Asberry Ann Quinones
Birthday: February 4
Status: Engaged
Gender: Girl
Ethnicity: Puerto Rican / Black
- U P D A T E -
Eating: easy mac
Drinking: mint tea
Smelling: air freshener
Playing: DBZ Budokai Tenkaichi 3
Watching: me goin ham on chiaotsu's @$$
Reading: the captions on the screen
Listening to: Type O Negative - IYDKMIGTHTKY
Thinking about: i miss Nicko :(
List 5 things you think people need to know about you:
1. i'm taken and i'm happy, don't criticize my relationship or get anywhere in between it or i can guarantee i will hold it against you. this is the best thing that has ever happened to me and if you don't like it then stay out of it. most people don't know anything about our relationship and say whatever they want.
2. if you do something to me and don't say sorry for it, then i wont talk to you until you apologize...pretty simple. if you copy me, or talk about me or do something behind my back, there's an 87% chance that i know you did it. if you wonder why i wont talk to you, think back because you most likely did something...
3. i'm a really emotional person and i don't take getting made fun of very well...i get mad easily but never act on my anger. certain things can make me explode, but most people have never seen me honest-to-God angry. no one has, i don't think.
4. my favorite color is purple, i love every form of art and writing, i play bass and i love to dance.
5. i remember everything.
List 5 things you love:
1. nick <3
2. FOOD
3. my bass
4. all art & music
5. my laptop
List 5 things you hate:
1. the sound of people eating.
2. being copied
3. anyone who takes my credit
4. nightmares
5. someone...
List 2 things you need at the moment:
1. snuggles from my baby :)
2. a hug :(
List 2 things you're craving at the moment:
1. monster
2. flamin hots with lime
- Q U E S T I O N S -
What are your top 3 favorite bands?
HIM, Alice in Chains, Type O Negative
What is your favorite color?
purple
Which place around you has the best pizza?
Papa Johns
What language do you think is the most romantic?
Finnish
What era do you think you would have fit best in?
80's or 90's
What country do you think you should have been born in?
Japan
What is your favorite subject in school?
Government
What do you wanna do when you grow up?
leaning towards an Art Therapist
Chicken or Fish?
fish
Are you bored?
obviously...
Wasn't that last question just rude?
lmao! XD wth?
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